is that right?
as intan told me few days ago…
probably my big mistake was because i knew your affair with her!
i might be feel better if i didn’t know that "thing", right?
and i might be forgive you easily…
then i could take it easier…
but it wasn’t like that….
in fact, i knew that "thing" honey…
and that made me hurt…
until now… trully….
even if i have forgive you…
i couldn’t forget you anyway…
and the way we have been through so far…
i couldn’t believe it just happen to me…
i hope it’s only in my dream….
but yeah… it’s real babe…
and i have to take it wisely…
that’s why i couldn’t hate you anyway…
or even stay away from you….
probably just a little bit….
coz i need to recover….
i need to move on…
and re-planning my life…
that have been changed because of you…
cause you are not a part of my life anymore….
at least for now….
even if it would be hard for me…
but it did!
and i have to get it through….
i just wanna be happy again….
i wanna smile….and laugh….
the real smile….
the real laugh….
not a fake smile and laugh as i did lately…!!!
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