this month…
sept 1, has just over…turned into sept, 2…
then at the same time…my age turning 25…

yeah…
then at that time…
when my age turning 25 this year …
i’m very grateful to 4jJI…
for all the things i’ve received during this 25 years…
happiness…sadness….
smile, laugh, sad, disappoint, angry, mad…
fearness…hopeness…
those things had colouring my life…
made me tough…wise…and mature…

and…today…
when my age turning 25 this year…
i made a lot of wishes…
give them to 4jJI and wish HE would make it true…

"i wish to finish my thesis, seminar, and thesis defense this sept…
hope i could make it as well as my plan…
then i could graduate…formally in octo, that would be my shining octo!"
"i wish 4jJI will always lead and protect me everytime…
so i wouldn’t take a wrong way…
always be in HIS way…forever…"
"i wish to be better umi …now and later… in any aspect…"
"i wish 4jJI could help me to find my ‘trully prince of frog!‘…
have no idea rite now…
who,where,and when will i could find him…
i do need him coz nobody want to be lonely…
and i know that i’m gettin’ old everyday…
and i know that YOU have chosen somebody…
to be my trully prince of frog
then YOU waiting for the best moment…
to make us united…"

[sigh]….
when my age turning 25 this year….
means that i have live my life for 25 years…
then should i be happy or be sad????
phew…
i can only do my best…
trying to live my life…continuing…
get it through with smile…
and do my best…
and let 4jJI decide what the best thing for me…

*written not long from the moment when my age turning 25 this year

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